Wow...

I just realized this moment that I haven't touched a drop of alcohol in one month exactly. It was August 21st that I stopped drinking. I haven't decided when I can start drinking again. It's so weird "quitting" something you like. It's such a weird feeling, like everytime I use to go into a store I would buy booze, just for principle. Now... It's like I look at the beer, and I want it. I know I could buy it. But I know I shouldn't and I don't. It is truly a weird thing that I think only a real addict could understand. I still have been smoking weed
every once in a while. But the money I've been saving on not buying weed and beer is pretty large. Also the time I'm spending being coherent allows me to fit in more time studying. As of now, I'm doing much better in school then i've been doing in a long while...