Life... Happy Moments That Keep You Alive Long Enough To Eventually Expose You To Great Pain, Tricky Fuck!

I don't know why the title is so sad. I'm actually in a relatively good mood this afternoon. Only thing that sucks is that my gf is sick :( Goin' to the good ol' urgent care this afternoon to see what's the matter. I gave in and bought weed this weekend. I felt like a jack ass afterards. First of all I can't afford that shit, evethough I only spent 15$. I started school this week which will cut my income by 2/5'th's it's normal small amount. I am in no place to be wasting $$$. Also, weed f's me up when it comes to school. If I have pot I'll be high and I won't get shit done, like; homework, studying, etc. I have like one bowl left, which i'm probably gonna smoke when i get home.... Then I'm done! Buying weed. The drinking thing hasn't been that difficult, but weed is gonna be much harder. My whole not drinking thing will be tested this Friday, I'm going to my first "party" since I quit drinking. And chances are everyone will be drunk except for me! But I'm not too worried about it. I get to hang out with a bunch of cool ass old friends from highschool and go looking for ghosts at midnight @ the mission inn. For all of you not familiar with the Mission Inn, it is an OLD ass hotel in downtown Riverside. If your still curious than google that shit. I'm not an f'ing historian... Or are I?(Bad grammar intended)
Hmm... Nothing else that exciting happening in my life since the last time I posted. I watched an S load of the Simpsons and Family Guy on my computer because I have no cable. I get cable tonight though, hopefully, because my gf said she is gonna take me to Radio Shaq(lol) and buy all the cables and splitters and shit to give myself cable. Hurrah! So anyways next time I talk to you all will be after my IQ has officially been lowered a couple points due to my gf forcing me to watch MTV at my house. Oh Man. Peace in the EasT!